Friday, December 4, 2015

I've struggled a lot making friendships, keeping relationships or even bonding with my own family. I guess it's in my nature to disappear and let them forget who I am and what I've around them. And because of this I think that my relationship to most things scares me. I could even say that my marriage scares the shit out of me. In what way? I'm not sure.....

I'm scared of letting people know me. I think that I hide a lot because letting them know me would be to revealing. And I'm scared that they would know too much that they could use it against me.