BUENO POWER VLOG #55 - A REAL WEEKEND OF DOING NOTHING

Monday, April 23, 2018



We really didn't do much, but hey.. some weekends are loud and some weekends are quiet. This weekend was quiet.

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LEFT IN THE DARK #17 - TING TING



Hanging out with her so far has been a blast. Man.. What else are we gonna be doing for the next few years? I really hope we get to eat more pizza in the near future.

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BUENO POWER VLOG #54 - FINALLY SOME SPRING HEAT

Monday, April 16, 2018



Saturday's weather in New York was amazing. Right now??? Connecticut weather can sucks..... Enjoy the vlog everyone!

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LEFT IN THE DARK #16 - STRUCTURES



I think I'm realizing how much I've missed black and white photography. I've been doing color work for so long and I've noticed that my passion for it has slowly been fading. There's a certain discipline black and white has that color doesn't. I started off with black and white and went into color almost full time. But now... I think it my be the other way around

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DEPRESSION OR THE LONGING FOR LONELINESS

Friday, April 13, 2018

This week was a struggle to get through. I'm not sure what it is, but since the weather has been getting warmer I'm finding myself reflecting a lot. I'm sure that my depression is a result of that and I'm sure being alone intensifies it. Not to say that I haven't been happy. No. That's not the case. I think it's me realizing how different life is now. The fact that I only have a few commitments and am able to afford stuff.

You know, watching those Vlogs I did last year really gave me some perspective as to what I was dealing with. Most of the time I was alone finding my own adventures with the little money I had in my pocket. I saw bands by myself, art exhibits, went on photo runs, and even drank coffee by myself. With the partner I'm with now adventures are much better.

Though reflecting on those past experiences I was alone. And really I was alone for a long time. I have lost connections with some important friends and had even lost connections with my family at a point. I mean fuck dude just two weeks ago I spoke with my oldest brother and it was a year prior to that I hadn't heard from him. I'm now thankful that my brother Eldon has had more contact with me than the rest of the siblings, but Jesus Christ where was I all these years?

I'm so used to loneliness. I could remember a time in elementary school that I would walk at 6:00 am in the morning by myself to school and sit at the blacktop playground benches near the basketball hoops and stare at nothing. I was alone and it was something that I longed for. I'm not sure if that's the case now, but man... I really did deal with a lot of things alone.


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BUENO POWER VLOG #53 - PAX EAST 2018 OR DIE

Monday, April 9, 2018



PAX EAST was a big success man. Had a great time with the girl. Hanging out all weekend in Massachusetts was pretty cool and I hope that I can continue doing more of it in the months to come.

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LEFT IN THE DARK #15 - I'M HAVING A GOOD TIME AT THIS PARTY



I used to shoot a lot of mannequins thinking there would be some sort of body of work I could use for a project, but it ended up getting thrown away in the trash. Though there have been some days where I would actually just take pictures of them just because they props they use are kinda interesting. If anything I still continue to take some flicks of them hoping something would come out of it. For now it'll just collect some dust.

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QUIET DREAMS - MARCH

Friday, April 6, 2018

Dear March,

There's so much I wanted to do and so much I wanted to accomplish, but in the end I didn't do it because I was too tired to even think that I could anything. I would go to work, go to the gym, go home, play video games and sleep Monday through Friday. The weekends were spent with my partner finding out where to eat or stay in my room and watch tear jerking anime TV. Your weather was absolutely ridiculous. To think that you would calm down with the snow, but you repeated it almost once a week. I'm tired and irritated. I want the sun back.






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BUENO POWER VLOG #52 - DNB IS OKAY...

Monday, April 2, 2018



Not much going on here, but hey it's what I got for this Vlog. Hopefully you can expect a better one next weeke :|.

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LEFT IN THE DARK #14 - SUBWAYS

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One of my favorite images to take is in the Subways. It's honestly one of the coolest parts of a city to be honest. Lots of different people in different worlds, sounds from street musicians that may or may not annoy you, vendors of different kinds, and some weird people hanging around asking for some change. It's part of a city that brings a lot of those people together. I favor that

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