Husband Part Deux

If you told me that I could be remarried again after a divorce I'd probably tell you you were right lol. Of course I would. I like to try things twice just to see what happens sometimes. And being the way I am I'm good at seeing positive things ahead. I could be negative about some stuff, but I think that I've been through a lot of negative that most things don't really surprise me anymore. It's not all daises, but practicing to stay positive is a lot of work and does help your mood.

I know I'm a bit late on a post like this, but knowing that I live life more than I live on the computer is something to be proud of. Things are really good and I wanna keep it like that.

And kinda on the topic of marriage I've been scanning old film as of recent and found my ex-wife on a couple of images. Of course I'm not gonna scan those lol, but it definitely led me to believe that I was in love with something like that back then. I reflect back and realize that I'm good at trying to see the good in someone regardless of the abuse I was enduring. Things were really bad and I mean really really bad. My confidence level had always stayed low and I had to do things that I didn't wanna do. A lot of my friendships had to end because of her and sometimes I feel like I wanna go back and get some of those back. It may be too late now, but I think about them quite a bit.

Though that I had to go through a lot to get here I'm glad I'm here and I don't want to leave. I'm good and nothing can change that. I just wish the ones that mattered to me that I had to leave behind could see me now and realize what incredible things we can celebrate and do together. Alas I'll keep that hope when it happens.

- The Married Guy